Why do I feel this way? This isn’t anything…it’s nothing like it used to be..but, it still hurts..like hell. I feel like I’m slipping away..slowly..painfully..from this world. Like nothing can save me…
I sit here…wanting a hug…but too scared to ask for it..I know what this means..I’m slipping away..into the abyss..again…
I’ll reach it..feel Death’s cold grip again..challenge him..but, unlike the other times, I’ll lose..I’ll lose and it will be all over…the battle..will be lost. He’ll win..and I’ll never be heard again.
Not that it matters..I don’t matter to anyone..nobody. Could it be true? Or, is my mind playing tricks on me again? Am I really as worthless as I feel? Or, is this feeling just…passing through? Again..over and over. Getting worse as it comes and goes.
If I were to be as bad as I was before..it’d be over. The one reason I am still here doesn’t know this..unless she reads it..but, I’ve felt this way for a long time..and I can’t stop. I can’t stop thinking. It hurts..all the time..Please save me…
I shouldn’t be putting this here…because it would be a waste of everyone’s time..but..here it is.
I just hope this feeling goes away..and I can get better..because I just want to be happy again..feel what it’s like to not wanna leave..feel the way I did when she first embraced me and said she loved me..I just want to feel…happy…
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